Lyrics to "Spiritual Beggars" ´94
Yearly Dying

Find myself in a state that always appears this time of year
Feels like I'm in a dark muddy hole Where everything seems to far
Baby, maybetime to go Baby, babymake me warm I know, you know-something's wrong
Baby, maybe time to go... Weakness... Concentrate...
I'm too cold to wanna reach anything Grab my pen without strength
Alcohol becomes my saviour Baby, maybe time to go Baby,
baby make me warm I know, you know-something's wrong Baby, maybe time to go home...
Rain... Falling outside... Memories flashing behind my frightened eyes safe from harm...
Harmony ease my head with another one

Pelekas

Here I am, standing in the middle of her heart
A year has gone by since I last kissed her love
Yeah, I'm standing with my beloved beer as the same feelings rush
I'm back to where life is life Pelekas I see another familiar face-it's Patric
Who I know won't have a shower until he's on the boat
My three soft singin' English birds are now four
And Cactus Marguerita my friend Queen of it all
Yeah, I'mdown here again To get drunk with my friends
Yeah, I'm back here again And I'm filled to the brim with love...

The Space Inbetween


Cold as a moon Too late to turn now
Pictured this day so differently Both sides of hope...
But the space inbetween is filling us an uncomfortable mood
Sorry... said the you think voice inside
But I don't think you will find it
How long do you think you'll keep it up? (Well, I don't think you'll find it...)
A little conversation, maybe?
A different outflow of our minds Happy faces, anyone Insecurity... Shine through.

If This Is All


Woke up this morning from a wonderful dream
A dream about a beatiful land where I could breathe
The only thing I wanted was to go back to sleep and dream all day long...
I was feeling rather down
If this is all... I dream all day long about having it all of being rich and famous
and doing what I want I don't think it'll solve all my problems...
You know it's only money, but lot's of fun
If this is all... I don't want to stay! Don't want to stay...
Take me to another place.

Under Silence

See days dawn under silence Eyes cautiously follow face expressions
Well it's easy to live in a lie but I guess it will be hard to die with that wisdom
Bleeding, running blind Dark meat rise Eternal, the possible Frozen under silence
It shines constantly inside the slaughterhouse And from here I look out Under silence.

Magnificient Obsession

Who said death must be sad?
Let's go together, take my hand Don't call me mad now
'cos I said so I'll carry you across the deep black river
And as I lay you down on the fresh green grass I'll kiss your bloodred lips...
You know when night turns to day and your head feels tired 'n heavy
When black and white emotions turn to boring grey
We're together now and forever we won't come back, no never
We're together now and forever we won't come back... No...

Blind Mountain


Come on winter feed me with your darkness you know I've felt like this before
Loneliness is my only friend now and this bottle of cheap red wine
Deep are the wounds that push me away deep are the rivers that run through my soul
Bittersweet are my memories of the one that got away... yeah Innervisions bleed through my eyes Look at me I'm dying for you And all this time we'd borrow, beg and steal to feel real... Living lies.

Nowhere To Go

Feel betrayed, ...as I sit here cold and tired
It seems that what I valued before has been eaten cold by a ghost
Deeds, what's to gain here I want to kill myself but I ain't got the guts...
yet Ice cold, even the smoke cuts cold
Mother, father, brother, sister you don't understand me 'cos how could you...
When I can't
You bastards Blind laughters I miss my home
Sick, feel sick can't eat more of your shit
You are a decieving liar and I am a mistrusting fire
Nowhere to go but home

Sour Stains

When the day is over and I've fed my karma
When "...the wind cries Mary" ..Lingers on
Feels like I'm walking in water anguished water
With twisted emotions I drink my wine
When the day is over I feel confused mum
Wish I could be happy wish I could put trust in love
Red wine on my tongue good feelings linger on
I kiss the naked wind of love with sour stains on my heart
When the day is over and I've fed my kama
Fear sneaks up on me wondering who am I

If You Should Leave

Baby, will you hold my hand my head is haunted
I feel that the worst is to come
Oh baby warm me Maybe if you hold me tight
I will be alright I feel that my life is running out
Oh baby love me
Gone insane... I remember how it all went away
And if you should leave me here alone now
I will open the door to the end... so I won't be left again
Heal me, will you heal my wounds I need your love babe
Even if you don't know me yet believe I love you
Guide me, will you lead me through the hungry forest
I know if we pull it through love will bloom